i have the most coolest mum and dad in the world :)
seriously! i love you guyss soo much (';

countdown, its 29th december now. how long more till school reopens?
5 more days people! geez, im mix emotions.
time passes so damn fast, i want more holidays!

J. (:

OHMY! ;) look at that, arent' they just adorable? (:

had a splendid time in church with them today (';

howw lovely, dance was awesome, ignore the slowness for the first song

but it was a great job! the choir, dancers, singers..

(: GOODJOB! heh

TOMORROW! sel's farewell (';

my girl going off real soon, time really flies.

Of All.

If only i can see it with my own eyes.
this makes me wanna cry (';

i must say, i should've known better.
sigh, and i hate the fact that its christmas eve today.
im suppose to be happy, but nah. i dont feel it anymore );
i wanna congrats those who got awesme results for their PMR,
and for those who didnt, keep working hard && look forwaard.

what the heck, who am i kidding.
my dad has facebook.
and im not even invited to my brother's party.
IN MY HOUSE -.- ohkay WTF.

my results wasnt what i expected,
many people said screw it lah, or screw PMR.
but do they actually screw it? -.0 nah.
they find it rather funny having a C or D for a certain subject.
WHAT THE HECK. is that really something to rejoice about?
sorry lah, im expressing now, thats how i feel. kinda moodless though.
5 more hours till christmas, SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ohkay, bye.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL.

I should have known better.

Sup people! :)
just the day before yesterday, conference was over. it was fun! :) met alot of cool people, the food was great too. my friend, Eustace choong, was there too. haha, im just so greatful to hav a friend like him. he's soo funny during the whole conference. Bet you're wondering that name sounhds familiar. RITE! it's from narnia! :) haha, the boy? who got into a dragon? mm yeah. we named him that. and its pretty cool rite?

after conference, was jed's partyy. it was fun, we played taboo and roasted mashmallows! only a few came but it was definately enough to make her happyy. JOHN put syrup on theee sausages and burn them all 0.0 and licked it with his hand, yaeaaaa. i guess that was the highlight of the nite. hahaa, and jed sang us a song too :D Happy sweet 15th jed :)

next up! christmas, i cant wait for christmas! it's going to be sooo fun! yah, thas all i guess. til then., ciao.

Right now, right at this very moment.
i want to sleep.

''HELLO!'' yesss you! :) welcome welcome! heee,heee

gosh, thats what you get when im awake at 1230am. @.@

It was damn hard to find a perfect picture with the three of us in there :)
but walaahh! isn't it gorgeous? we can do better without our school uniforms but yeah.
i just had to blog this. they're just so precious to me! three years of friendship.
and of course i've to upload the others as well! slowly lah, let me find. haha till then!

i hate hospitals. i never liked them. do you? noone does. when i got in the room, number 211. i still remember. there he was, weak. lying on the bed. i've never seen him this weak before, skinny i could say. he got a hair cut too. sigh, feels like dying once you enter that room. everythings different. we sat there, talked and all. it wasnt long, dad brought me out for a walk. he told me something about diabetes and stuff. Hospitals, could get very useful once in a while. i've realised. anwayys, so we went back in. i don't understand why people still joke around in the hospitals. i never liked it. maybe it depends on the situation. but in this case, you shouldn't. And there i spotted, there was this twist of emotions flowing from her face. i could tell, she was sad. very sad. she has this pair of sad eyes i've ever seen. looking at him but unfortunately could not understand what he's trying to say. ); that's someone i loved dearly, though i'm not very close to him. but i stil wanna save him. i didnt do it the last time, i didnt hav much courage, this time was worst.

i'm not blaming anyone. people go, people come. it's just sad. );
cherrie is sick today, she ate the longans on the garden. ;/ lil did she know, she ate the whole seed too. HAHA. then she was fine. :P

HELLO PEOPLE! (:
installation for CF todayy, it was fun, and funny!
thanks to Aaron and his lame stuff, it went very well. hehe
school is awesome nowadays, i just love my class.
oh yesyesys! hehe, tooo bad meliisapok! you dont know whats happening,
who ask you didnt come to school :P

ohkay, yah BYE!

Somepeople just really dont' know when to shut up, honestly speaking about your opinion is, obviously not a harmful thing, saying it to others and choice of words are important, DONTYOUKNOWHTAT?! clearly, some don't,. it's not a joke to play about, there's something called limits. and when it has been crossed, its game over. but immature and such people won't understand, they just keep going and spill like noone's businees, what the heck, shutup.

I think you...

Clearly i had the motivation to blog again! yipee! (: as Mr lifelonglearner came back from him sweet stay in the hospital today, i gotta say, he's hair finally grew, i'm not being mean or anything, is just that the last time i saw him, gosh that mushroom hairstyle was terrific! as usual, noone paid attention in class, looking around, i could only see people talking among themselves, Rachel and I were sitting together at one corner, most of the time just wondering in our own world. i felt sorry for him though. anyways! you know when he always talks abolut being humble in life, yesh and his imaginary sidekick friend MR xuedaolao, talking about being humble could ended up in CHINA! how amazing is that! well yah, tomorrow's gotong royong, and the only reason they held it cause *drums roles* ITSREPORTCARDDAY! yesh-.- it is, curious, why do they even hav report card day in secondary school. yeshh, and then the parents will come prasing the school's clealiness. for sure.

Today! we held our breath so tight! waiting for the results of the form 5's being selected for NS camp, yesh NS CAMP! my brother was holding the phone so tight, waiting for the lsuper lag and long reply from the kerajaan i think, and guess what! they charged each text message 20 cents! -.- so yahhh, we got the news at 11pm, he didnt get in, and he was darn happy about it. which means! i'm the one whose going to get picked two years down the road, i think. lets hope not! :) cheese!

Breaking news, pawnstar pawned today, it was my class's squash competition, oh yah we pawn hard. dont ask me about the group name, but someone even thought it was pornstar, i wonder hows it going to be pronouced during assembly. guan hong,zhimin and tian chee were the heroes of the day, and for wailee,yung ming, yan hui and choo, you guys did your best (: it was fun and yet exciting, and yah you guys rock in squash among the students, RIGHT after the school team players. haha!

i dont usually write this much. -.- talking about trials next month! *SCREAMS* then comes PMR, then comes after PMR, then comes activities after PMR. then comes.. well you know. more to update! so don't go away! (:

oh yah, i just drew a poster, named Ubi kentang Jac's. BUY IT OR YOU'RE BE FAT!

Now to really be in your shoes,
i finally know how it feels like

hey there, notice how dead my blog is, i shall breathe oxygen in it. ahha okay lame. world cup finals are happening soon! damn holland, why those tall blondies hav to win Uruguay. now for the Germany and Spain match, i really ddo pray hard for GERMANY to win (: haha screw that stupid purple fortune teller octopus! ;P

Trials are coming very soon, then comes with theory exams. sigh, i've got serious problems with piano theory. damn it why did i even take it this year. Volleyball aint starting nice though, seems like everyone is leaving alreadyy. should i? ;/

school nowdays seems pretty pointless to me, its either the teacher is lazy to teach or noone is listening, it slike every period is free time. yup, seems pointless. we just talk all day long. inter class hand ball competition is coming soon, omg. yan hui called the team 'pawnstar' 0.0 eyahh, dont know where that came from.

Not forgetting Subang rally i atended last week. it wwas held in Taylor's lakeside campus and trust me, ITS BEAUTIFUL! ther's even a hotel there! everyything seems so new and nice! oh i cant wait to go to college soon! (: haha, jofan said after having a tour around there, CHS seems more like a kampung, agreed! through out the whole rally, it was very fun, though CHS-ians were only a few guys from CF, but im glad i made it though (: thanks guys for everything, pastor Kenneth and Daniel's message was amazing. it was about changing the world and stuff. and it really was an inspiring experience for me. (:

back to today, i had time just to blog this, ill be heading off tomorrow, so hav fun guys!(:

Thanks Jia Min for today, love you !:)

webby cam! :)
Goodluck bro! eheh

look what i found!

:)

aiyoo, i dont know what to say lar.
the computers back on!
everything seems so big now. hmmmm.
i wanna watch toys story three! );

I'm so bloody freaking pist that i could kill somebody now. UGHHHHHHHH.

Happy 17th birthday Big brother (:
i'm not going to write more here,
but you really mean alot to me (:
love yahh brother! hav a blast!

yah, i got burned too.

my paradise!

00

Goodbye books
i can't burn you, YET

baybey lets go shopping tonight! (:

Once , there lived twelve girls in two straight lines.

i'm a superman

hey guys!
TO ALL KUNING MEMBERS!
please come to help out perkhemahan larhh ohaky!? pleasee!
texted you guys, no one showed up. pfft! C'MON!
where's the kuning spirit? ;)

been busy lately, next week is going to be worst!
cousins are coming over this weekend :) i so cannot wait!
going to rach's house tomrrow for '' sej project''
which in the end comes to horror movie! :)
haha, how aweseom is that!

IRON MAN 2 AND IPMAN 2!
i cant waittt, i prefer to see ipman 2 first!
goooo I.P man! :)
omg jaclyn, stop going to youtube!
it's been my addiction lately!
thank God i have high speed internet! ahaha!

arent they cute? (:

picture of the rest. omg, i spot my phone there sean :P

ken and elora (: finally 15!


HAPPY SWEET 15TH BIRTHDAY KENNETH && ELORA!

you guys are amazing, thanks forr today!
we suureee had a blast didnt we? even with our wallets all empty :P
hehee! started off withh lunch in full house.
omg, we were camwhoring like mad! :D hahaa,
i hope you like the shirt i gave u elora (; and ken too for his wallet.
hehee :) sean brought nail polish for elora! buy two free one lea!
superr cute! hahaa! more pictures will be in faebook (:
AFTER FOUR TIMES OF UPLOADD FAILURE! ughhh!

anyways, thanks for toady guys, you really did make me happy!
and i hope you are too :D

and im proud to say, our 1B3 is still going strong ;) i love this class!

I realise something, you can't have everything. you just CANT seriously, i've learnt a lesson in life, and you just can't you know! when you got thiss right, there's always that wrong. you can't have both., you'll never have.

i really don't understand why lor, God giving me a task so that i can go through this. seriously?
-.- whatever it is, i've tried my best, but my best was just NOT GOOD ENOUGH. everything i do is just not Good enough. SERIOUSLY!

TOMORROW! :)

ohmygosh, im sooo nervous and excited at the same time.
ughh, i wanna smell the air in SU again! ahha
well not really larh, but just like last year. like old times.
ishh imma going to see audrey and leyin again (:
miss them like mad ;P then makan mac D and get lost again
ahhaha!

This post goes to the one i love, my best friend and you know who i'm talking about.

it's okay to feel sad at times, there's a God to hear you from heaven.
it's okay to cry, i'll lead you my shoulder to cry on.
it's okay to feel scared,you'll get throught the stormy weather.
it's okay to get stressed, for what's life without a lil pressure in it?
it's okay to feel lonely,i want to let u know that i'll still be there.;)
it's okay to keep it to yourself, only you and Jesus knows whats going on.
it's okay to smile on the outside, but hurt in the inside.
it's okay to not hav good night sleeps, there's almost a bright morning tomorrow.

to that someone, you know who you are, i just want to let you know that it's okay to feel this way. i want you to know that the people around you love you and still care for you. there's A God who heals and listens to your problem, a comforter, a best friend. don't keep it to yourself, it hurts me to see that you know? i'm always here whever and whenever you want a friend to call (; look at the bright side, think of your teenage years, andd be thank ful for evyerhitng you've now. i've learnt that in my life too. it's just a storm, a sunny day will come soon ;) hold on tight, and just don't give up. ;) i'll support you through thiss all the way. xx

jaclyn (:

hello there! (: waaoo, what a day! i haven been updating lately.
ahem, firstly! MSSD is coming! INANOTHERTWOMOREDAYS!
omg, i can't wait. this year is going to be soo much fun!
i can feel it! :D ahhhhh can see audrey with her braces and leyin! :)
ish ish ish, but still, why SU larh!? why! CHS court!

Today was a blast. amanda came over yesterday night.
slept over at my house, last minute thing.
melissaa can't make it! she had stuff to do! and urmm..
also don't know why larh, she can't come.
hahah! took some pictures and chatted like crazy in the room!
the next day, pranked mel that amanda wasnt coming for YC.
ahahha she fell for it AGAIN! sori larh, you're just too easy mel :D
amanda came to church today and she liked it! :D amen to that.
service was awesome as usual, praise and worship was the last though.
flew to the curve for lunch @.@
and then we started talking about eye brows! omg.
what's it with eye brows! it all started with just a simple question
about dylan's eye brows, didnt know the topic could last for a whole day.
i'll nver look at people the same way again! hahahaha!

yesterday was CHS IDOL audition too.
ashlee, jin hooi and kenneth were together as a group!
darn, we were so nervous (; but we manage to pull it off.
thank you Lord!! congrats for jin hooi too with his kadet in
the marching competition!
well ddone you guys!, i feel super proud now (:
what a good achievement! haha semi finals next right!?

after that, omg, sze teng and her crazy dance move.
she taught us to dance a lil bit of malay dance.
end out to be freestyle solo for everyone.
it was hilarious, kenneth got it all in his phone!
haaa, omg, intense work out i tell you.
sweat like i played volleyball for an hour! haha!
awesome job and i really had fun.
i wish xukie, jiamin, rachel and tian chee was there though.
i miss them already ;/

LOVEYOUALLHAVEAAWESOMEWEEKEND! :D

Genting trip CANCELLED ):
guess im going to watch clash of the titans today! ;)
imma going to win me 5 bucks! C'MON!

just finish watching bedtime stories at home, ALONE.
still waiting for my cousins to come :P
haha, c'mon man! let's go murni after this.
i dont' wanna be stuck at home.
or maybe let's go for another movie?

notice that guinuepig's eyes, it's HUGE!
call it a fat mouse but it's just weird looking rat! haha
he's name's BUGSY! no idea why. just thought it's cute.
HEHE! ;) happy good friday people!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY JOHN LIM (: yahh dude, seriously that's him. haha, you've been a blessing to me for being my friend. you're hilarious and sometimes can be kinda gay. take this picture for an example. it's good friday and it's your birthday, like whao! hav fun and hav a blast. may God bless you always (: hav fun!

Why is it always raining? whyy!! ):
is making me feel sad.
dad just went across the house to get the volleyball.
superman wei, imagine the grass was the level of your neck.
seriously, no joke.

DAMN, 6.03pm. few more hours to go till cousins arrive!
maybe going ching ming tomorrow morning.
then i hav to skip the match with klang );
all the best CHS, you can do it.
signing out now people.
shit people don't freaking spam my wall.

happy good fridaay!
though i know i'm not going to attend church service later.
have fun larh mel.

june and sunny are finally coming down tonight!
i can't freaking wait. screw KL, let's go genting.
please don't rain! please please please!

no songs nowadays! what's happening.
movies that i can't watch.
how to train your dragon, anyone?
i heard it was funny andd good.
even better than clash of the titans. 3D somemore.
well, yahh thats it. see you guys on monday!

screw elmo. green mob is the in thing now.

GET ME OUT OF HERE )';

it's raining again..

to tell the truth, i'm really sick of it. SICKOFIT. seriously! don't you realise the actions and words that you said or do? probably not, cause you don't even know how i feel. ); i'm not invisible, i hav feelings too. i jsut don't want to speak out this problem anymore. ughh.

stop acting like you care.


don't know what's up lately. edboard duty today was like 0.0 no comments. whole 6 hours standing there. what's a club with fun? accpet for CF larh, they're the best, no doubts. today's april fool. don't feel a think, i feel dead. where were you when i need you larh! ): so much to think about, i just need a break. thank God for this saturday, take me away with cousins to genting (: ahahah! i can't wait. day trip also not bad larh, mum and dad gonnaa honeymoon there haha thanks to their marriage course. -.- haha, go hav fun, i know i will.

i hear cat fighting. ;/

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, seriously i could flood the whole post with those words but NO! damn no, what the heck went wrong today): ughh, why jaclyn why! im feeling like hitting myself with some big dog bone or something. zzz -.- fjjksafhjks hafjkhasjkfhas, why larh why! shiat, i need to eat. i need to sleep, i need something man. i need tv. screw tuition today pleasee?! missed out with my class photo shoot today. can't do tose retarded pose with them. thursday larh thursday! goonan beat klang's ass for sure! ughhh! pelase larhh!! by ebye ):

lots of love from you!

After a whole tiring day of school, yes! finally can go back and take a nice shower and eat. BUT NO! i was sent to my daddy's office after school ); worst of all. it's now 6.30pm and i'm stuck here ALONE. yahh man, my daddy ditched me with some peeps of him went mamak at this time and left cold pizzaa and union rings for me to eat. eww dad you know i hate onions! :P haha, but daddy loves me most ;) hehe! i feel like a boss now in the office. haven felt like this since i was 4. i used to remember going to office with my dadddy every single day and ditching kindergarden.. i was a spoiled brat and cried every single day if my mummy took me to kindergarden. yuck i hate those places :P i was 4 larh ok! plesaee, small baby ma :) to the extend that my teacerh cant even handle me, i was a problem in that class cause i kept cryingg once i step foot in that class, i remember my teacher even sort of bribe me with a butterfly pin! i think i still have it though. haha good times good times.


GUYS! (: awesome news for the coming month of APRIL! first of all there's april fools larh duh. i think this year we shall stuck bananas in ***'s car engine! HAHAH! ;) mel and sam,you know who i mean. dont laugh ok, i think its a pretty good idea. he deserves it! ahah besides its april fools! ;p and then there's EASTER RALLY! :)wooohoo! pleaseee awesome people of CHS, plesaes do attend easter rally on the 9th. it's going to be awesome! reallyy! nojoke.hehe (: and then tere's john's birthday coming up. all girls camp is on MAY. i'mma getting baptise withhh janice babee on the 17th! (: plus melissa too i think! AWWW! i cant' wait. athlete MSSD is next week. gonna kick some taman sea's ass this year! hehe! pray hard for me babes! i really do hope xuki and rach can see me! awww, they'll be my number one supporter holding a banner wei hahaha! noo, i'm just joking. they'll rather just bring pompoms hehe


well, i got lots to say! but too bad i gotta stop here, i have a feeling that my daddy is going to come back any soon now and then i wn't get to finish this post. i hear thunder storms too whcih means HOPEFULLY i won't be going to tuition tonight! hahaha pizzaa babee! ;) muax peace out.

TOASTCUS! (:

wang jia min && jaclyn wongg.

Have you ever wonder why is it soo noisy around you? wanted to just get away from the noise, the pollution that is everywhere, everywhere you go. annoys you much. well, try dipping in the pool. it really works. staying in there just holding your breathe. you can barely hear anything. everything is sooo peaceful, you don't have to worry about the outside world. you can't hear anything, no pollution, no noise no nothing. its' just you and you alone. i felt that, it was great. i wished it could last. but it can't. we'll have to face with the real world eventually. i wish i could stay under the water forever, not hearing a sound, even yourself. only hearing the drops from the rain water dripping.

yeshh! (: join the recess revolution. it's time that we Christians stand up for what we beleive in what do what christians are doing! be proud to be a christian and to not be afraid to stand up for what we beleive in! (: jofan and justin are makingg plans andd changes in CF in school. i don't know how would it be like but i'm sure i;m feeling pretty excited about it! (; today's speaker was pastor andy yeow. he gave a really meaningful and truee message that i believe struck eveyrone yes? be apart of this and see how we can change our school (:

oh by the way, the voucher that was selling wasss UBBERLY CUTE! you can hav freee car wash or free homework to be done. and there's terms and conditions! :D hahaaa

streett dance? (: aint it beautiful?

anwayys, MSSD is around the corner. i cant wait to see audrey and the gang. haha! it's going to be sooo much fun like last year noh?!

HAPPY BITTHHDAY TO VICKY CHENG! (:
hahaa last minute notice from dorothy. sorry can't make it though.

geo project is killing me! mel if you're seeing this, let me tell you that i haven even start on it. :P hehe!ohh and i hope it rains today!

UPDATED!

Finally! (: i've took the time to update this dead blog of mine. march holidays just FLY! fly i tlel you! it's already friday and it's going to end! school is reopeningg and i seriously don't havee the mood for it. exam papers. worst more! others are having exams after the holidays. ohkay that one is just too much! (: haha this shows how awesome our school is.
during the holidays! it's movie marathon! THENOTEBOOK! (: seriously an amaazing movie. GIRLS OUT THERE! this is a must watch movie for all those chck flick freaks! yeshh its the best among all the chick flicks! just makes you wanna cry! seriously. and yahh, somehow i'm still convincing yee aung to watch this. ughh! i won't give up!

Alice and Wonderland! (: 3D? noooh, watched 2D. some friend of mine said why 3D? its expensive and its just extra stuff coming into your face! haha actually, that kinda makes sence don;'t u think? this movie is nice! (: i love the mad hatter! just look at him! aint he adorable? haha! no he's not scary! he's johnny depp. in awesomeee weird wig and make up! hahaa

TODAY OH TODAY! went to church for band practise! it was hilarious! spent the whole 4 hours there jammingg in level 3! ;D woohooooooooo! 4 hours for just 4 songs. it was pretty fun though (:

its now 2am in the morning, what on earth am i here blogging anyways!? ohh yaaa, thats because i can' sleep and i just had super combo awesome milo iceee. ppft, oh thanks late night mamak in penang. which means im still on the sugar rush! ahaha (:

happy birthday samuel lee! (:

you're getting older. ishh! but still continue to shine shine and shine!

sigh, i'm worried. you're my cg leader.

ahhyooo don't know how can you survive with mel and me in there

haha! hav a blast todayy! (:

'' you make me feel funny...'' haaaa.

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

goodbye school && hello jams andd sweets! :D

oh, and happy 15th birthday to yong sue ann and mah yung ming!

hav a blast on your birthday guys,

like what guan hong said, sue ann, grow taller, yung ming, stop growing!

hahaa!

oh, i already can hear the fireworks from the curve.

happy chinese new year peopleee! (;

I'm going to miss gloria.

Just when everyone thought this year's roadrun
is going to be better than the last.
well..guess again, it wasn't!

KUNING ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
why don't you activate huh?
support kuning! ;)

@.@.@

ughhh, why laa! tell me why, puan phang changed our sitting position,
but who cares aye? everybody still change their sittings! ehee.

GUYS! pleasee come to CF! support CF k?
those who studies in CHS. i'll hunt you guys down. wheee!
cause causeee! something awesome is happening,
and that's easter rally! (: though im not sure when is it though.
but justtt plesaeee pleaseee! <3

saturday saturday saturday!
CF convension in MBS! i cant' wait larh! (:
i know it's goin to be awesome.
i sense some dookies going there alos.
ahaaaaa, and right before that is runroad.
oh God, please bless me wei! i don't wanna faint. :P

AND PEOPLE PLEASE SUPPORT FGA CHURCH! (;
badminton team went into finals !
this saturdayy arhhh! ggrrr :P
basketball and volley third place.
ohkay larh hor (: hehee, God is awesome la!

THANKYOUALL(:

WHY LARH! people tell me why! ahha! why am i called MR.wong kk"s number one fan. am i suppose to be proud of that? ehh just because i like too go into the lab doesnt mean anything going on ok! ahhaa! thanks guys for this super awesome and amazingly retardeddd card made by PANGJOFAN (: thank you soo much you guys! i really appreciate it. thanks for the celebration andd the lame chicken dance i had to do there haha! and thanks for theee cake! which was eaten by my brother at the end. woops sorry wai leem. Here, i want to wish AUYONGWAILEEM a very happy seventeen birthdayy! (: our one and only president of the CHSCF! * cheerrss*! waileem, you've been an awesome dudee and i hope you like ice cold water! ahha like whatt aaron said. May God continue to bless you through out the year! oh special thanks to CF members like germaine, pangjofan, shu min, aaron, eelaine, dylan, waileem, june, justin, melissa, rachel, xukie, crystal, wen min and soo many more for the card (: i shall always rememebr that i'm his number one fan? (; hahaa! loveyouguys! each and everyone of you are such a bleesssing to me and i will cherish every second of it (:

Hahaa! this one crazy church Dookeys! (: huei minn calls em donkayss! thanks you guys once more. from left, jocelyn, selena, iris, me!, melissa, janice, jedida and the retarded smilling guy over there name john lim! thank you sek hao, jonathan, justin, basil for today as well (: i really did had a crazyy time with you guys! thank you for theee ice-cream jon! thank you for thee cake jo (: and THANKYOUALL for everything today. You all put a hugee smile on my face today. seriously, i feel darn happy today! If it wasnt for you guys, i won't able to even celebrate my birthday! thank you soo much for everyting that you've been through just for me my brothers and sisters in christ! haha thank you for the Chilli's bill! i shall never lose that bill to show how much you guys have spent for me! why lah! you all should have just let me share the bill! ;P hehe, but then, i felt soo touch and i'm just really greatful to have you all today with me (: you guys are seriously a blessing to me, and i hope our friendship shall grow stronger in chirst and in God too Amen? (: thank you all for your wishes too! sam lee, alex ng, huei minn, eugenia, fish, amanda, esther, sue xian, delon and many more. THANK YOU SOO MUCH :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! crazyy people alert (: hahaa, this bunch arh. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! seriously i tell you, i think i'm the most luckiest girl in the whole wide world lor! (: ehhee, no i dont think that. i know that! why? cause i hav suchh amazingly awesome friends like the one in thee picture there (: thank you all for that day. it really meant so much to me! i'm not going to say you guys are awesome, because i know you all are soo much than that, you guys are soo much more than awesome! you've shown me what friendship really meant,to know thattt you retarded friends of mine hadd cared and sacrifice all that effort in the videoo just for me! *sniffs! ahhaha i'm seriously touched by you guys i felt like crying on that moment, seriously. If it wasnt for you all. I won't be who i am and today won't even happen. i thank you all for trusting me and caring for me soo deeply! AHHH! i just wanna squeeze each and everyone of you soooooo tightly now (: hehee! thank you sze teamanda, benny, yung ming, han khai, kuok ren, yuka, wailee, yan hui, rachel, xukie, dorothy, ashlee, kenneth, shee zhe, jia min, jin hooi ,tian chee, guan hong, wei jian, jen han, yih xiang, melissa pok,sze teng, rebecca, choo anddd finally LOWYEEAUNG! (: seriously dude you've made my day! i appreciate everything that you guys have been through to make that DVD for me. THANK YOU ashlee and kenneth! ohmygoshh! you guys are seriously amazing! I dont know what else i can say. but actually i still do lar! but you dont wanna hear me bragg the whole night rite? (; haha, conclusion is, you guys are justt really awesome,you've made me into the jaclyn i am today! you all are just a blessing to me and i Thank God for each and eveyone of you! (; i love you guysss soo much larhh!! :D

OF COURSE!!!!

i'm not done yet (:

this whole celebration thingy of mine would not have been done without the help of God and of course my belovedd mummy, daddy and brother dylan (: this one is for you guys. thank you soo much! i know they won't read my blog wan la :P but i seriously thank them for organising everything for me (: thank you dylan for being such an awesome brother, and you know what awesome brothers do rite! *wink!

and of course, i thank God for eveything. everything that had happen today or yesterday. i thank God for the friends i have, i thank God for the love he had shown me. i Thank God that He didnt just throw me into a world alone, a loner. but he gave me friends like these. retarded some, lame some, crappy some, all in different characters and differents shapes and sizes, and that is what builds up a great friendshipp (:

once again, i thank you all! seriously. i really felt touched during my birthday celebration anddd i could say this year was the best birthday celebration i've ever had in my whole fifteen years! aiyah! i one year old birthday also forgot already larh. mayb that time also better i forgotten already :P wahhaha! peace out people.

p/s: THANK YOU LOWZHIYING! (: i appreciate for eveyrthing you've done!

oh and THANKYOUJOSHUACHANG!! for wishing me nonstop and letting me syok sendiri for the last 10 minutes before its NOT MYBIRTHDAY anymore! whahaha! ohhh andd birthdayy me back larh josh! you unbirthday me already :P wahhaha thank you josh! X

I LOVEE YOU ALLLLLLLLL! :D cheeseee x

T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G

ish! why this shuu-tuu-peed picture editing can't appear here wan! ahem! anyways, despite the dark picturee there, it was just perfect don't you think? except we're just missing out on ashlee lim and amanda lee there ;) extra credit goes to them people, i think xukie got the shock of her life when she saw all of us in A&W wanting to surprise her. videos will be uploaded in facebook! go check it out. jin hooi was being superr duper retardedd with all the food, he just kept eating. aiyahh, sorry lah. he is NEVER full :) xuk got lots of pressie. :) all from uss and she even got a hamster. yahh, she called it xukie! weird huh! and she's leaving it for me to keep for the moment. i hope i don't kill it, and i pray it'll still be alive when i hand it over to you ok xukie!

there goes another old cow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG XUKIE (:

i know, you'll going to kill me cause i took this picture.
but you look sooo pwetty! you can kill me in school larh ohkay.
AHEM..

(: heh! where do i start,
xuk, you're not really that awesome.
you're not a good friend at all.
sometimes when i tell you my problems, you don't listen wan. ;/
you always whack my butt so hard it feels unbalance.
ohkay that was wrong, you soo not retarded wan.
you veraayyy not chilidish at all, super mature!
even more mature than rachel foo shao wei (: hahha!
i dont like you, i dont like you at all wong xukie

hahaha, if you have notice, everything that i just said there
was the opposite way of wishing you! ;P
i know i'm lame saying that but that's the truth!
ehhh wong xukie! READITINTHEPOSITIVEWAYITELLYOU!
i dont' wanna die in school. hahaha!

back to conclusion,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUK! (;
you're THAT awesomee to me.
thanks for everything you've done!
i appreciate it and i'm sori if i ever made you ''MAD''
haha! (: love you xukieeeeeeeeee!

i come in peace.

say helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo to XI EE! (: yeshh! that's how you spell his name! don't ask me why cause we wanted to name it laundry, rhombus, or cookieee and then there's tehpeng, orr ramboo. rambo sounds like a guard dog huh! (: hehe, i feel like a mother with a second child! ohmygosh! ahhaa! this is awesomeee!

by the way, who build that Shuu-tuu-peeedd stairs at the canteen there man! ughh ;/

with more ice-cream pop

ooooooooooooooooohhhh i hear laughter in the rain,
holding in hand and hand with the one i love,
ooooooooooooooohh how i love the rainy days,
in a happy way i feel insideeeeeeeeee.

hello! (: this is a song that i randomly chose,
i'm so bored now, so i blog lor.
mmmmm, i'm so bored now, cause i got nothing to blog.
i'm so bored now, i think i'm going to sleep.
i'm seriously bored now, i'm going to brush my teeth.
i'm seriously super bored now.

i got interviewed.
i got interviewed by ngchenlynn,
i got interviewed again by carmenchua.
i got interviewed

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xRgnEfyo2VI&feature=fvsr
click click on it!

when it comes to decisions like this, I rather not want to know the answer and just figure it out for myself, but that's not how it works you see, it isn't that simple. i've been asking around and all they say is decision A, sure decision A is all about God, everything that He do for us, we are here because of Him. but still i ask, do i have the choice?

Oh God, helpme. blah

rubbyy duckies eats meatball?

i need a new alarm clock,

being late in the second week in school is sooo not cool.

peace out.

jan babyyy

happy birthday bobb! :D

special wishes to bobby! (: haha,

im almost going to say bobby the chicken.

but its bobby the liwen!

get it? ohmygosh, i think its suppose to be bob the builder.

i have no idea where you get that name from bob!

but i love it! (; and then everyone started to use it.

hahaha, anwyays, happy birthday!

you're a special friend to me, and you've always loved john mayer!?

hahaha! you make the awesome-mest sarcarsms with your face.

and that you look sooo adorable with it (: ahhaa.

may you have a healthy life and may God bless you always!

love you bobbyyy! :D xx

It's time.

Guys, i'm sure you all have heard about the recent news about the issue ''Allah'' now. it's all over the papers and news and headlines. four churches were burned down, cars were smashed near bangsar and other more.

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia (AP) --
Assailants attacked three Malaysian churches with firebombs Friday, extensively damaging one amid a growing conflict over the use of the word ''Allah'' by non-Muslims, officials said.
The attacks sharply escalated tensions in the Muslim-majority country ahead of planned protests by Muslims later Friday against a Kuala Lumpur High Court verdict which struck down a 3-year-old ban on non-Muslims using ''Allah'' in their literature.
got this article from jedida's blog, please do visit her blog people.

As for me to see that something like this was even happening in Malaysia, it really is very saddening. But yesh, what they say is right, for now is the time for us christians to stand up and pray as a one to solve this problem that is happening. As i attended church today, pastor rose was saying for all the chaos and riots happening now. dont' know who to blame and what to do. but it's already happened, and we asked ourself, what would Jesus do? seriously, what would He do? as i continue to see the daily papers and to know whats' happening nowadays, i pray that God will give them blessing and to forgive them who are responsible for their actions as they do not know what have they done.

so come everyone, as a army of Christ, and pray to the Lord for blessing upon them. i pray too that God will give us the strength to not be mad or critisize them for what they have done. and also not burning back their mosque! haha! (:

ohh this is what happen today.
savvyyy? (:

Many other womens.

I just noticed something, there's no such word as ''babbling''. ohmygosh. i'm shocked!

helloo world! it's the second day of shcool,
yee aung has been a really good boy rite yeeaung!? :D
mel mel oh mel, for some reason, i find very hot sitting next to her. mm
infact! me and my bro had something in common!
we got the same teacher! well, my brother use to get her la.
puan phang. mmmm any comments?

waking up early in the morning is NOT EASY!
ohkay, maybe i'm not used to it yet.
i tend to hav naps every afternoon now.
life if good! Amen!

BYE BYE

80 plus 30!

first day of school wass...

TIRING! ); && we got homework man!

word of the day: " OH BOY!'' :D

gooodbyeee!

hey guys, i have a feeling that this is goin to be a long post, a long and very honest post. i'm going to talk about the year 2009.

where shall is start? at the beginning of the year 2009, i thought it was going to be an awesome year for me, it'll be better than 2008. but somehow i was wrong, i was so wrong. the year 2008 was just wonderful and amazing, in the year 2008, schooling took partly most of my life. i was happy ,i wass soo happy because i hav the most amazing class and calassmates ever! seriously, i've made amazing and wonderful friends and i can say my calss had the best teacher ever! (: sure there's some up's and down's during that year, partly cause of my friends, but we stuck with each other the whole way through. i was so bleesed and thankfful i had such wonderful friends.

the start of 2009 took a serious toll on me, i was picked by my teacher to become class monitor . it took me a shock when teacher said i 'look' like i could do some stuff. oh well thanks alot then, sure i gained experience through out the whole year but that wasnt the point of it. slowly, school activities start to fill my schedule again. i was thankful enough that i managed to join the volleyball team for selangor this year. to be honest, it really wasnt easy. tranings were tough and i wasnt the best of em all. coach was pressuring me since i was a new player. i looked at my other friends knowing that i could do the best just like them but i cound't. another hit was school roadrun. i was determine to win for this year's road run. I thanks God that i did (: mount KK was also a hugee booster for my convidence again, an experience knowing that i could do things that i thought i wasnt capable of.
as time paasses by, i was getting along very well in school but i wasnt as happy. i started to get caught by the disiplin teacher very often. till the extend that they even hav to call my parents for some serious talk. for some of those who are reading this, you'll probably know what i'm tlaking about. it's about a boy. i shed tears everywhere during that month. could not bare to think about it again and thought that i would dissapoint my parents. they didn't schole me or whatsoever but deep down i know that it hurts. after that, i wasnt so happy anymore.

and there's goes a time when there's downs, recovering, and then there's ups again. but it wasnt such a happy story for me either. after what happen that month, it happened again. it wasnt such a happy moment at all. i was soo depressing and tired i even suggested tto transfer schools, but it wasnt the school's problem. it was me. One thing i thank God for was giving me really good friends, good friends during hard times like these. I think they know who they are. New friends, old friends that came back, old friends that stuck through, all of them helped me out when i was down. xukie when i was feeling sadd, rachel for always leading me her shoulder to cry on, yee aung for always suupporting andd listening to me, melissa for always being there for me no matter what, amanda who listened and cared for me, kenneth for understanding my problems and needs. that's when i know no matter what happens to me, they'll always be there to back me up no matter what. special thanks for my brother, for alwayss listening to my problems and complains. and there was FAB night, everyday practising really took my attention away from all the depression. i was proud of myself again.

i didnt' say 2009 was a complete shit to me. as time goes by, i know what's most important in life and what's not. i have friends who are always with me when i am down. unfortunately, things got down again during mid year. it involved friends that i trusted, friends that i loved. it made me really really saddd andd sheding tearrs about it almost everynight. i always ask God why but i guess He has a better plan for me. sooner after that, i got fired from my 'job'. even more depressing after getting caught again.

and then there's family vacation. that really was a big medicine for me. i got to spend some time with my family and i felt kinda happy. school closed. holidays start.i thoguht i heard a calling, a calling from God, such a screwed up lifee. i heard God calling me for mission trip. it wass a life changing experince for me. i guess God's showing His way for me. leading me through all this while. i got to know soo much through mission trip. and there's church conference. i was soo greatful and excited to do God's work and even knowing more about Him. i've met awesome friends there. sorry didn't upload any pictures. ;/ it changed my life.

and there comes an ending to it all. family time with cousins. it wass the best (: i had sooo much fun with them jusst having seafood at nights or maybe goin to petaling street with them.

one thing is for sure in the year 2010, GREATER THINGS (: yes, greater things indeed.

goodbye jelooowakoookiilala!